
Wednesday, 23 March 2011
Rosemary

Monday, 14 March 2011
New Recording Studio practise

Extract from Nothing
“Do you want this?” She asks me.
How am I meant to know if I want this? How am I meant to know what’s right in these situations?
“It’s not about what’s right, it’s about what’s good.” She says, reading the look on my face. I look her up and down.
“There’s nothing about this that’s good.”
“Not morally. Fuck morals, fuck ethics.” She commands, her voice is stern but her face relaxed. “I mean good for you.” She smiles when she says this, her lip curls and she’s gorgeous and, just to top it off, when it’s done curling she bites down on it, and looks up at me through her eyelashes. “Why deny yourself something you want so badly?”
I don’t think there’s an answer to that question, if there is I definitely don’t understand enough about anything to be able to answer it – not even myself.
I take what she’s offering – how can I not? I put it in my pocket, and that’s that.
Before this I’d never stolen, and before this I’d never done anything under the influence of anyone else, but she had a flower in her hair.
'Collapse Into Now'
Shaken with the cracks and crevices
I'm not giving up easy
I will not fold
I don't have much
But what I have is gold
I sing in platinum
I dress in brass
I eat in zinc
Let it pass
I've seen your eddies and tides and hurricanes and cyclones.
Low ebb tide and high, full moon.
Up close and distant.
I read you.
Look, the sky, the sea, the ocean, the sun, the moon.
Blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue blue, blue, blue, blue, blue.
Naked and blue.
Breathing with you. Touch. Change. Shift. Allow air. Window open. Drift. Drift away. Into now.
I want Whitman proud. Patti Lee proud. My brothers proud. My sisters proud. I want me. I want it all. I want sensational. Irresistible.
This is my time and I am thrilled to be alive.
Living. Blessed. I understand.
Twentieth century:
Collapse Into Now"
